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Friday, February 25, 2011

Doubt and Change

I know I am supposed to finish telling my blind date story, but I just can't right now. I need a place to vent and cry and try to feel better! I found out today that there will not be a place for me at my school next year, not if I want to be back in the classroom. And I want to be back in the classroom more than anything. So it seems that I will not be at Washington Terrace next year, and my heart is absolutely breaking! I have been at WTE since I started teaching, it has been my home away from home. The people I have met and the friends I have made have impacted my life in so many ways. I can't imagine myself teaching anywhere else, and then I begin to doubt my decision to be a classroom teacher again. DOUBT, now there is a 4 letter word for you!! And yes I know it actually has 5 letters but you know what I mean. There are very few things in life that I believe I am good at, but I KNOW I am a good kindergarten teacher. I love being with those little people and the thought of not being with them is worse than the change of a new school. Now I just hope I will be able to find a position .

3 comments:

  1. Candace~
    It will all work out for the best...it always does. Even when you don't think there is ANY way it possibly could, it does. If all else fails you can come back up to Logan :)
    -Lindsay

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  2. my darling candace! i am so sorry about this! i will pray for you. let's do something awesome really soon. love you!

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  3. oh cute girl! i've been thinking of you! Something great will work out for youi...and change is hard....but sometimes we have to have change for better things to come our way! I promise I'll call you back soon. I love you lots. We need to go play soon! Do you have a hot date next Sat? Maybe we could play (I'll supply a minutare man for our amusement) and we could just chill! Love you lots

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